As my body departed my somewhat soft bed, an enigmatic feeling came in my thought. The decaying seed of yesterday’s failure keeps on haunting my senses. The unending wrath of my heart keeps on chaining loses at hand. How can I escape this pitiful labyrinth of darkness? Whew. I’m currently sitting along the shore, feeling the warm caress of the rough white sand, the pale moon is the only source of light, waves are crashing, a sign of an odd happening pending for occurrence.
I can feel the strong intense of loneliness inside, resulting in the formation of a droplet of water beside my glowing eye; a tear then existed and mysteriously opened some other world for me. As the other dimension’s door opened, I found myself wandering on an unfamiliar place. It was a little boy who caught my attention, I can’t clearly see his face, and all I noticed is that he’s being laidback by his peers, why? It all started when they’re talking about “what will they be?” in the future. A girl said she likes to be a nurse, the other girl said she likes to be a flight attendant, a naughty boy said he likes to be a chef. Now, it’s the boy’s turn, “I wanna be the Supreme Being, all of you will be under my power, you all, will bow your heads in my front and you’ll gonna give me your services.” I was stunned with his words, a strange outlook indeed. That’s the reason why the boy is being neglected. The boy was really upset; he’s really innocent why he likes to be what he wants. A very high-leveled dream. The boy shed tears, unaware that I watch every move he makes. Unexpectedly, he wiped his tears and gain courage to run. I don’t know where will he be going, I just followed him. Finally, we arrived at his destination – a shore. It was a familiar place now; I can see the sand where I always lay my tired body, the pale moon which gives me hope when I’m down and the pain-easing crashing waves. It’s my place, the place which have witnessed me when I’m happy and when I’m sad, it’s the place where I stay whenever I can’t hug my responsibilities. Yes, this is exactly my sanctuary, my haven…my place.
The boy’s talking to the spirit of the sea, unleashing all his hatred in the world; just like what I always do, I want to see his face, but I simply can’t, it’s very blurred and unnoticeable. I have heard all his sentiments, it’s like I’m watching my own video, I can relate on what he says, why? I merely don’t know why. I started to feel once again, the enigmatic aura in my veins, what is this I’m feeling now? My eyes are glowing; looking or even staring at the reflection of moon in the sea upon noticing his looks. His face – my face; the word identical crossed my mind. Yes, our faces show one attribute, one characteristic, one gene. I tried to come near him when I was awakened with reality. It was a dream, I’m currently sitting along the shore, I have realized why sometimes I’m being chilled out. Sighs… That’s a brilliant dream; the dream of my life; the dream of a strange being under this account. See you on my dreams. ^_^
~JJ~
