Given the chance to control your life, would you?
well, it’s very ironic how things or happenings exist..
We are all facing our future with ignorance: though we have predictions..*it may happen, it may not.*
I’m currently writing this entry with uncertainty, i don’t even know what is the main topic of this post..be considerate..LOLz
I’m just filling out the emptiness I feel
My thought is wandering in nowhere..darkness may be applicable..
haizt, how will I live this life?
I’m so tired.
What will I do next?
arghh..my hatred is bothering me,
*Unleashing all my wrath in the world..*
The ocean of mercy is staying away from me, leaving me at the mantle of pity and sufferings..T_T
Who’ll gonna help me? I can no longer hug this responsibility, I’m drowning at a sea, without water.. *how come?*
But as time passes by, I can feel my problems are fading away..
but these problems are also making sure that they will plant another seed of disorder in my heart..
Well, on the other hand It makes me feel happy, too. ’cause it’s the way I can call myself a human,
a human who inhabits in a world of problems..problems that are coming from time to time..
whenever one is healed..there comes another one, staring at you, leaving you the fear of facing tomorrow with happiness, but at the same time, giving you the courage to fight and charge forward..
I’m a human..I’m happy, Problems and Disorders make me feel I’m human, *as if I’m not* LOL
It molds JJ into JJ, It’s what I am now..~JJ~